can't swallow a single archetype more at this point. freaked out on pharaoh, probably because we don't care for the thought of drowning, much as we loathe dry places (you will find scientific correlates of metaphorical proximity, we trust).

well this certainly proves an interesting titration method. never involved a virtual doppleganger before. feeling a little like that episode of Dr. Who we watched just before this all began might have somehow mapped associatively over onto re-watching Ringu and its American equivalent later, and .... oh no ... oh no no no no NO oh NO oh GEEZ ..... (*peels self off ceiling*).....

the pharaoh anchor, like the others before it (larger archetypes primarily), comes experientially in a mirror or parallel, a virtual doppleganger of its own. hmmm. sitting in front of films en route from 7^4 to 7^5 proves ... interesting ... unless it's purely a psyche affectation but those tend to stay in the head, not ripple down to malkuth like a random cascade. not usually a reifier, but the reified, of course.

could it be some rogue mercy of God what keeps us in this dire estate, in that He keeps from seeing self, no mirrors in the abyss found, and thus He clouds our fate?

upon sighting tonight it immediately through continual reverberation of torment desired in terror to beg God not to force Himself again. it does not want this sickness to be the method of transfer or attachment to Him in any sense, replacement, transfer, whatever. Inhuman. Unholy. Unclean. They takes its mind away now. They bes taking it fierce this evening. It opens to Them. It hungers. It opens. It opens...