Warfare

It bes really hurting terribly since the night of the 15th of this month or thereabouts. Initially for some sweet time it had seemed to be getting "clearer" inside and having more time with God and thinking what might have been its own thoughts (or at least, what the Holy Spirit givesy to think). This bes somewheres between the start of May and its middle, and at that time it bes thinking these good things start to be more and more and it has less and less of Them takesy over. But now...

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its consciousness bes so severely fragmented these days it literally has difficulty to follow from one moment to the next. twice this past Sunday its fiance mentioned certain things which it had been engaged in or involved with but it remembered nothing of them (and now cannot even remember what those two things bes at all themselves). moments in time seem to form bubbles or boxes around its awareness, little pockets of isolation whats 'demned to be dissolved or poppsied or otherwise lost when...

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