Waiting for the Miracle to Come ...

People frequently ask why Moriah does not speak in the First Person. It has tried to explain this many different ways, including, but not limited to, that the pronouns "it" and "we" feel more accurate for how it feels about itself inside, that this reflects an interior voice showing how Moriah feels and perceives, etc. None of these have been false reasons, but likewise none of them have been the entire truth, either.

Perhaps after reading this entry people will...

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Why do people ask the same questions over and over as if they never got an answer the first time?

Do you really want to be free?

Romans 10:8-10, have you done what verse 9 says?
Yes. Numerous times.
Have you cried out to God to save you?
Yes. Numerous times.
Did you really mean it?
As much as anyone subjectively can, yes. Unless you have some tricksy definition of "meaning it" based on something other than one's own feelings...

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OK, first off ... what they did to daimonizomai bes really awful.

it felt like what you might imagine it would feel like to be kidnapped and brainwashed by some fanatical cult with weird superstitions. like what goes on in psy-ops, kind of, the way they keep shouting, hollering, playing head games, twisting words around and throwing them back at you to confuse you, trying to strip down your mind so you cannot think, cannot even hold onto any place of safety or focus or defense in your...

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When Moriah tries to sleep even in its dreams it bes trapped with no way out, trying desperately to get away from the people coming after it who won't let it go. Even in its sleep it cannot find safe place. IN its dreams they chase it from room to room, them humans, invasive and will not let it go. Trying to force their way inside. Trying to override its settings, trying to control and manipulate....

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Say goodnight, Gracie.

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