Waiting for the Miracle to Come ...

This sword, drawn, now rives this transient harrowing annum asunder in twain. Like as if a Voice spoke, something surrounding suddenly broke. Bitterness brittle crumbles like sand and like sand through fingers slips away, carried off by a Conquering Wind (His). Suddenly it all seems so pointless, this rabid struggle to cling to chains and retain bondage; so hollow, so empty, even in some respects, so contrived. This eye grows weary of being fed its tiresome lines and having its every move choreographed...

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Freedom is a two-edged sword of which one edge is liberty and the other responsibility, on which both edges are exceedingly sharp; and which is not easily handled by casual, cowardly or treacherous hands. For it has been sharpened by many conflicts, tempered in many fires, quenched by much blood, and although it is always ready for the use of the courageous and high-hearted, it will not remain when the spirit that forged it is gone. ~ Jack W. Parsons, 1914-1952 e.v.

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Moriah_Conquering_Wind

need her to love (me) BUT
contrariwise and widdershins it wakes to find itself
an agent of darkness
not through anything remotely related to sin
at least not sin as known here
but
factors beyond control
what others see and hear
for example

aleister crowley called this the curse of the magus
to speak truth and have only falsehood heard
(and likewise to be required to speak falsehood
in order for truth to be heard)
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Moriah_Conquering_Wind

Someone here on CF givesy link to this page:
http://www.lasttrumpetministries.org/2008/July2008.html

And thereupon it bes reading this matter:
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Moriah_Conquering_Wind

it thinks it bes tuned right in and seeing things clear. maybe moreso than others. but what does it really know? does it not judge by outward appearances just as much as them humans do what it always complains of? bes it not just as prone to operating through unconscious bias, blind to itself, like any other?

what does it really know? it bes no better than anyone else -- finite, stuck in the confines of its own limits of thought and feeling and perception, prone to mistakes, like...

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