NoddaProbBob

Healing from the pains I've endured for ten years was not something that I thought I'd ever have to encounter. So as I walk down this rocky road, I've learned that I have to celebrate little victories, as miniscule as they may be.
I doubt anyone comes across my blog as I don't make it a priority to point it out, but I wanted to share something here. Deep in my veins is a talented writer. So as I deal with my pain, I've filled up pages upon pages with my thoughts. Tonight was one of those...

NoddaProbBob

Yesterday, I gave up self injury. And I am downright angry. I just passed up my 8 year mark with it and now it's gone.
I always imagined that I would be the one to give it up. I would be the person saying, "This is it! I've finally had enough!" But such was not the case. It was taken from me.
Just like he took everything else. He gets this now too. It's like you're free falling and someone took your parachute.
It's like someone took my best friend. The one thing that...

NoddaProbBob

Fly

Spoons in my back pocket.
Ready for any moment.
I threw up all these red flags,
and now you've dodged them all.
They popped up with no offense.
Ran far with no good fighting defense.
Paint flying.
Clearest colors.
Naked in skin.
This canvas was sewn together,
Constricted and bound at each seam.
Nothing will shatter.
Driving away, reflectors in the mirror.
A blinding light to endear....

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