Be near to me in my darkness, as I walk through the valley. Things have been hard lately and I have been doing my best to hang on. I really feel dragged down by spiritual darkness. My conscience is clear in you and in knowing that you are who I server, and yet I can feel the attacks of the darkness of the world. The more I seek you, the harder I am attacked.

Sometimes I feel like it is more than I can bear. The lies are near, and my strength seems to fail me.

Lord, be near me! Be with me in the darkness and may you cast it out. I am doing my best to trust in you and wait, and yet I struggle with so many different things. I want to be content, and yet I want so many things that I don't have. I don't have the answers and there are so many decisions and I don't have any answers as to where to go.

Please lead and guide me. Move or move me! I need you more than anything. Help me through this and help me to press towards you no matter the lies and no matter what you don't give me in this life!!

I love you.