~Beauty_from_Pain~

Have you heard the song called "Where You Lead Me" by MercyMe? I heard it the first time a couple of days ago while I was searching for music online; it is now my myspace main song file. If you haven't heard it, I highly recommend you taking a momet to find it online and listening.

So it goes:
What is life?
A thousand roads, a thousand ways
Why am I so afraid to move
I crossed the line
I'm stepping out so come what may
I give it all cause...

~Beauty_from_Pain~

This is a summer of seeking. A continuous search for God's will in my life. I am told that God's will is plain for us to see if we are walking with Him in truth. If that is the case, then perhaps something is wrong and I don't even realize it. At times I feel like I am hitting a wall in the search for God's will for my life. I want to walk close with Him but I seem to keep on falling, keep on being left in the dark.

I can't describe how I feel. I want to know the Lord and I fail to...

~Beauty_from_Pain~

So I noticed in the church thread that I posted yesterday that there are some people who have a hard time going because they feel uncomfortable, because they don't know others. I just wanted to share with you my experience on this, even though it is stll a work in progress. So I begin:

I have struggled with church for years, with feeling that churches do not welcome people and people get lost within the cracks. I feel very strongly that if I were not a christian, I would not attend...

~Beauty_from_Pain~