My daughters texta colors are all over the floor beside me.. butt feeling sore sitting here so long with lap top on my knee.. it really isn't comfortable.. I had to do something to show my heart to a hurting friend..

My computer continues to stuff up and it took hours and I almost gave up.. oh my gosh.. I cannot just ring them.. sigh.. cannot just drop by and visit.. cannot hug them... and even chat today.. will they understand and will it.. can it... touch them where they most need it.. I believe all things are possible and when I do it for GOD.. with HIS help I just have to believe it makes a difference.. even if I never ever see it..

How how how can I possibly touch them across the world.. so I decided to take a picture of myself holding something I had made with my own words and effort..

I took lots of pictures to get the right one.. sigh.. and in the end I just decided.. this is me.. so this is me.. so just as long as they can read the message.. who cares really what I look like..

I know the kids hand made things are so precious.. that they went to the effort for me and write their own words.... but what is a hand written note.. I pray enough.. I don't always have the words.. but my heart is real.. I hope they can see that.. I am doing all this for them.. not for my own comfort.. or even to get something back.. but for them.. because I care.. because I believe in them..

It really is with all I am right now..

LORD I just leave this all in your hands.. I believe in my friend and I believe in YOU.. and I don't see the future.. but I believe YOU when YOU said.. YOUR desire is to prosper us and it is not for harm.. it is to give us hope and a future.. I also believe there is a reason for us being friends.. and I know I have been so touched and blessed by them.. and I just believe I can touch and bless back!! amen

It has actually been fun to do this..

LORD you see my heart.. and ohhhh I am so thankful you know me and love me despite me.. and YOU are right there with my friend helping them too..

I love YOU too and I love my friend whom YOU placed in my path.. Halleujah.. glory to GOD!!!