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Praise GOD peaceful..

It is all GOD though.. I just lost my mobile dropped it cause I did not hear it drop.. hearing impaired.. went back to look... gone.. it was one of those mornings.. needed to be in three places early for kids... primary.. secondary and university.. plus feed seven pups breakfast as well as get the kids up and going..

Daughter driving.. she is a learner.. and I had to jump out to change over L plates.. and it must have fallen out.. ...

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Today my counsellor was helping me with how I come across in my convo's. I admit I turn off sometimes.. I need to speak up and tell people when I do not hear them and repeat what they are saying to me so they know I hear them.. I need to tell them what helps me so they know where I am at. There is an art to listening isn't there! Actually hearing what someone says even when you can hear well.. I will get better.

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I wish I had people around to share this with.. maybe one day..

Starting a course in Feb to help me ... through salvos... one on one to assist me adapt to changes in my life.. It was hard to hear the woman I will be meeting with.. that will not help.. but hopefully the voucher I sent off to apply for hearing aids.. might be back by then?? Wow to imagine hearing better.. what a life I might have.. too bad no one speaks to me much now.. LOL..

Yes I am going to do something...

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At first I thought I talked too much.. then I felt no different.. then I thought this is the first time I have talked it over and actually been out of it looking back.. then I started to be assaulted with all these doubts.. but then as I came to prayer with GOD.. and I was like.. on edge.. I just decided to lay it all down again.. and be still before HIM..

It helped..

Now I think of being free of my marriage.. not the struggles.. the battle to succeed.. the long battles...

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