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Dear Jesus

There's nothing lonlier than being a Christian ... just don't know why I'm so awful ... ... it seems the only thing worse than being me is dealing with me .. how can I not even deserve a hello I ask you why and what did I do and you remind me you said hearts would be revealed through me and not to let it get to me ... that they don't know what they do ... I guess I don't understand? shouldn't they know as Christians? ... I guess I don't understand...

lilmissmontana

Since birth, we’ve lived this side of town
Through Christ we’ve tried our best
The thought we’ve let our neighbour down
Sends pain throughout one’s breast

To all we spread God’s true report
Pour forth Salvation’s wine
Trying to live as Jesus taught
A little Light to shine

It’s often hard, to make souls see
To soften a neighbour’s heart
Of course it could be you & me
Why others play...

bornagain91

“I am Your God who dwells in light
Nothing escapes my perfect sight
I am The Truth The Life The Way
I hear your thoughts and all you say

What do I care for house or car
Fine clothes to wear my thoughts are far
Yet over hills and to the west
Sat a lonely man who beat his chest

Huddled in rags he knelt so cold
He spoke to me with words so bold
“Give thought dear God my children’s small”
As winter snow...

bornagain91

theres so much to this journey, all i see now is twists and turns. twists as to where i would be had i not took that turn and turns from my current situation. do i stay on this road or do i left it for the comfort of another's arms? how i look back over just two weeks or more ago and in my mind made the decison for healing and in making that my world has turned upside down.

blessestohonorgod

blessestohonorGod

RK is long gone but the guilt and shame and hurt is still here for me to deal with no matter how much I try to forget about it, and one Day a lady named Terry wanted to know why I hated him so bad and I told her I didn't really want to discuss this with her so she told me than mabe I should just move on....is this what she tells rape vicims, just move on?....I know I wasn't raped per se but whatever.
I continued on serving at church, continued doing the sound and the powerpoint. Terry used...

dark struggle