Posted 1st February 2012 at 06:56 PM by Emma1975 Right so, there's no point beating myself up over my transgression. What's done is done. i felt very strongly at the time that it was not what I wanted to do, and that I shouldn't, and afterwards it has been abundantly clear that those strong feelings of 'don't do this' were there for good reason, which I already knew of course. But mistakes are valuable learning experiences. Partly I wanted to see if it would wash all this away, if it would put me firmly back in to a life I recognise and am comfortable... |