Entries for August 11, 2011

Really hoping things get better. My life has felt empty for a long time. I'm trying to overcome price, self consciousness, lack of motivation, self estreem issues, depression, confidence issues, and issues with friends. The only comfort I have right now is that somewhere in this world someone is having the same kind of struggles I am having. I am not really that close to God yet, I still have a long way to really knowing Jesus. I hope things go well though. I am reallly hoping my life turns around...

Starya

Isaiah 55:6 & 7;[bless and do not curse] Seek the Lord while He may be found, call upon Him while He is near : Let the wicked forsake his thoughts: and let him return unto the Lord, and He will have mercy on him; and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon.

mr73140

I cannot believe that this month it willl be two years since he left.. so much has happened.. now divorced.. and much more at peace.. which is good.. I saw him tonight as I picked up the kids.. still flirting with me.. but he looks so tired.. and older.. I never though this would all hit him the way it has.. last night he literally said he had what he deserved.. nothing.. maybe he realizes now how bad it really was..

My little car doesn't seem to be leaking oil any more.. which is...

peacechild4

I’m saved in Christ for endless life
I’ve found life’s Lord and King
I’ve found The One who’ll end man’s strife
Who gives life’s song to sing

I’ve found The Lamb who chose to die
His Gift of guiding Light
In service to my God on high
My future’s more than bright

I have The Key to Heaven’s Door
Life’s Fire burns inside
Now death nor grave I fear no more
There’s nothing more to hide

Confession...

bornagain91

Lost is the love I had at first
Growing cold is life’s desire
I know I should have driving thirst
To reach what I require

I never thought that this could be
Life’s Fire burned so bright
But now The Way is hard to see
I miss Your Guiding Light

I’ve heard and seen it oft before
Backsliders aren’t so rare
I need to be salvation sure
And spend more time in prayer

But Lord its hard to seek Your face...

bornagain91