Entries for November 2, 2011

I used to have a tendency to make lots of posts on a LiveJournal account that I have. Twice I've had my privacy invaded. Why do I feel the need to hide my thoughts and feelings? I suppose I've always had walls up around my heart. Letting them down has not proven to be a wise choice in my experience. Bottom line, I'm still afraid of what others think. Perhaps here I can learn to let go of fear and judgement. Maybe I can even develop a closer relationship with Christ. That should always be my goal....

quietk

I have the feelings that are like some demon is bearing me persona and blames like i'm some sequeal to Lucifer. That i have characteristics of him, and i'm have what it takes to betray him like he did. But i don't. I know the difference with superior complex. I have one. But i chose not to use it. I hate it actually. I don't what to use it on God.

When i see someone chosing me as a lord. I look at them as a idiot if looking at me for that rule. I'm not lord.

I see a...

Icefloret

Trusting God seems to be something that I struggle with time to time. Now don't get me wrong, I do study my bible and pray regularly. However, there are times when I lean on my own understanding. There are some things that are easy for me to place my trust in. I trust that my alarm will go off at 6 am every morning for me to wake up to go to work. I trust that my wife will have a lunch packed for me and my son before we leave for school(She is wonderful). However, trusting God seems...

coachboyd1982

Healthy wealthy are everywhere
Thriving as none before
Yet few show love or tend to care
Beyond their own front door

No thought of Him who gave us life
Who causes faith and trust
Who cures all ills, ends all strife
And crushes foes to dust

Because in life all nature’s free
Most doubt, shaking one’s head
So few give thanks or bend their knee
Where love is daily bread

Neighbours, we see as pests...

bornagain91

In blistering heat torrential rain
Struggling day and night
I’m smiling at the storm again
Fighting the righteous fight

What have I done or said so wrong?
That darkness wields its sword
Do troubles rise to make me strong?
So victory’s my reward

Will God not stretch His mighty arm?
Demand the wind be still
Direct the storms of life to calm
And bow to Heaven’s will

On Calvary’s cross is nailed...

bornagain91