Entries for October 26, 2011

Help me to have the faith that you love me
Help me to believe that you wish good upon me
Help me to know that your protection is for me
and that you have no harm in your plans
That I am yours and you are mine
That you will make right my heart and mind
and help me to love you with all my might

HopingForJesus

Well, I'm back after an even longer absence. So hiiii.

I'm not in a very good headspace right now. Really struggling with thoughts like:
- "I deserve all the pain I'm in."
- "I should cut."
- "I should just stop eating since I'm so fat and ugly."
- "I am a horrible person and deserve to die."
- "I deserved the sexual abuse."

I don't know where these thoughts are coming from as I was doing...

Soulwings

We’ve erred we’ve strayed we’ve killed and lied
Opposed our Father’s hand
Our shameful deeds have multiplied
Like grains of common sand

Yet God would open sinful eyes
Would cleanse each sinful heart
Would guide one’s soul to paradise
Giving a brand new start

He knows the thief all those who lie
Who kill who steal who cheat
Yet none of which will truly die
Who’ll learn at Jesus’ feet?

But...

bornagain91

Feeling a hole down deep inside?
Emptiness, deep within
From God and self you wish to hide
It seems you cannot win

You’ve seen The Truth you’ve heard The Call
You’ve learnt the need to share
But still your neighbours fail and fall
Because your deeds are rare

Help others learn life’s to song
Dance free in grace of love
Repent of that in life done wrong
By seeking Truth above

We need to shine,...

bornagain91

Armed with virtue with grace with love
In hand Truth’s righteous sword
We fight life’s fight ordained above
Through Christ our risen Lord

With weapons, darkness cannot withstand
With hearts as virgin snow
Living, serving in every land
To rid the common foe

Rising while all around us fall
Thriving through Jesus Christ
Pouring virtue on one and all
Who’s lives are sacrificed

Sacrificed unto servitude...

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