Entries for June 6, 2009

DAYEINU


If God had given me life but had not given me loving parents
.....It would have been enough

If God had given me loving parents but had not given me my sister and brothers
.....It would have been enough

If God had given me my sister and brothers but had not given me a happy childhood
.....It would have been enough

If God had given me a happy childhood and not provided a home where I learned of Him...

A New Dawn

Today's Puritan Audio Devotional:
"A portion for each day"
Charles Spurgeon, comforting
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The magical lantern blinding us with a splendid delusion!

(Letters of John Newton)

"Get up, go away! For this is not your resting place--because it is defiled, it is ruined, beyond all remedy!" Micah 2:10

My dear friend,
What a poor, uncertain and dying world is this! What a wilderness in

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angelwind

Ok so I was going to follow on from my previous post and talk a little about how my depression gets to me and how I kerb the depression by by looking at tranny porn. I guess I have so much to say I really dont now where to start. Where do I begin to tell about my past experiances. I could start about the age I started dressing as a tv or about when I started to become hooked on pornography and how this eventually turned to homosexual porn. Drink and drugs came next. Then the homosexual acts and...

newborn-rising

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pneumaPhilos

I also hope my loneliness will pass if i continue to endure...but apparently, its not... i have tried all ways to overcome, tried to be friendly, only to be hurt by friends, tried to do things independently but only to feel more alone.. tried to join social group, but felt so left out... I dont know what God is trying to teach me...

My friends told me that i dont share, but when i share, they shun me... or just tell me not to be so emotional.. when i keep quiet, they said i am so anti...

Lolitta