Entries for November 7, 2009

YouTube - the alarm - in a big country - live

Not depression, just got to break through compounded disappointment & discouragement.
I'll "come up screaming"..."pain and truth" are still things that matter..I'm "crying out (to God) for what I want"- again.
Hopes have "been shattered"- and I can't "stay in this place"
YET I still "can live & breathe and see the sun in winter time!"..."Dreams stay...

ExtremeDays

mind clutter.....journaling it out always helped. When I was growing up we did not talk about things. I in particular was forbadden to say anything about anything at anytime...lol. it's good I can laugh at those things now, seems so not so long ago it always made me cry or at least want to. Oct. 31 is my sister's bd, we have never had a relationship ...she was never a sister and was my kids who told me about her and their dad, things like that cut like a knife. We had no communication for over...

JanuaryMoon

Is abstinence possible?

Sure it is. For those who understand why God created sex...what sex was meant to be...

The question seems to be asked in the most ironic of situations. In a sexually-charged society where the media basically sells this idea that if you're not having sex...you must be a nerd or someone inferior to the promiscuous...

The idea crossed my mind, although I'm sure it's been used many times...

You can't watch the cooking channel...

* kittie *

UGH!! got... to... get.... through... with... this.... paper...

GQ Chris